Mentally I want to be skinny. Physically I'm getting there. I'm not ushing myself as hard as I need to. Today starts that lent bullshit. Though I'm not a strong religious person, I'll follow along with it. I'm giving up everything this only leaves me water, and salads with no dressing. i guess whatevs. I never stick to this bullshit. I might as well leave because I;m not faithful to this ana shit. I need, want, and desire to be skinny, but i need to just do what makes me happy.